Issues = Challenges?

3th day into my 25th years on earth. My mind is subconsciously keeping itself blank now because there're couple of things I haven't sort them out with God. To think about such issues makes me tired...so tired that I will hope to procrastinate facing them. Find it tough to do the best thing now yet to totally avoid them is just as tough. I know God doesn't want me to wait a moment longer... but His love never force me to do something I don't want, He gently wait for me to respond.

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Sometimes I'm like that.. like the Chinese saying that goes "don't drop a tear till you see the coffin".. Hope I don't need to wait till then. Ok ok, let me go & draw mind-maps now. Hahaa...