Current Affairs

ok, let's talk about something on my mind now. there's actually alot going through it now that i don't know where to start.

"exams" is 1 thing. on one hand, i know i want to know what's important to study by looking at all the readings & past year papers. do find this semester's modules hard to understand.. on the other hand, must entrust all these worries to Ah Pa because He cares. besides there's tough SM project & report, comparatively easier-to-do but also time-consuming GE & ET2 projects & reports to do.. of course every semester is like that & i'm amazed that i survived every semester. must be His grace & strength that brought me through. i often think these as a beginning or test-bed. the real challenges are always out there when i stepped into the society university. well, it's good to start right, right now.

"career" will start soon. well, people often said "there's no prefect job for you, it's how well you can perform in that job". i indeed want to do something that i believe i can contribute and not try to act "I can" when i can't. with options out there, i just pray Ah Pa will open the right door & close the rest for me. haha.. as usual. but it works for my PA. :) which i'm still thankful for my 4th-choice placement at ITE Edu. Services Pte Ltd.

"family" is always there, for sure. just that whether it's in the back of my mind or front. well, hard grounds require solid prayers. their salvations can only be found in the hands of God.

"chinese friends". strange isn't it? although i do have majority of singaporean pre-believing friends, it's the chineses who often cause a bigger stir in my heart. whether they're in singapore or china. maybe it's because i'm a chinese (by race), or i felt God has really blessed me alot through my trips to china and that's why i hope to "bless" God by blessing those there.

hmm, i tend to think less of my spiritual family here because i've the tendency they're well taken care of by Ah Pa and their leaders... but we all still need to show love and concerns to one another. by this the world knows we love God. :) trying okie? i always try to be there for that person who needs me.

last but not least, i'm concerned about my Quality Time (QT) with Ah Pa. how can i do His wills without having constantly staying in contact with Him? wait He gives instructions and i miss it, how? haha.. and the world's so corrupted, i kena "psycho" by it and no longer be "transformed" by the Truth, how? ok, i'm not a "baby" anymore but i don't think i'm that "mature" too. think the toughest part is being a "teenager" ya? but it's part and parcel of growing, so i've learnt to embrace it! PTL!

this song never fails to express my heart: "And with our hands lifted high, we will worship and sing. And with our hands lifted high, we come before You rejoicing. With our hands lifted high to the sky, as the world wonders why, we just tell them we're loving our King." so sweet a gesture~~~ Ah Pa, I love You. I wanna Love You!

Comments

[Dylan]

Gee... no wonder you told me don't ask about your studies... Can't help you much in that area. But I am sure many of us keeping you in prayers... do take care while in hall!~ You are His precious princess! Ps 139:17-18